I am finally back!!!!! I apologize that it has been so long between entries. Much has happened since I last wrote. I can't even begin to tell you how much I have missed being able to sit down and "write it out". Several obstacles have gotten in the way of my finding the time to keep up on my blog. First and foremost, I currently (5/20) do not have an internet connection at home, which has meant no more "middle of the night, decompress, blog sessions" for me.....
IT HAS BEEN TORTURE!!!!
My 2 biggest obstacles have been Time & Money... no time to get to the library, for any significant amount of time, to just write and make time for me; and no money to afford the expense of an internet connection....Also needing to make time to find work, minimizes any free time I may have to spend at the library.I never expected, when I started this blog to find so much comfort and relief in the act of writing. Being unable to access this fabulous avenue, that I was growing so fond of, has been very disconcerting. I NEED it, and hate that I can not find the time to just sit and write.
It has been over a month since I first started this post (at the library). While I have tried to return to it many times, I have not been able to find the time (over more pressing matters) and have not managed to finish it...IT HAS BEEN SOOOOOO FRUSTRATING!!!!!!
I now seem to be picking up an intermittent Internet connection at home - especially late at night (YEAH!!!!). I am hoping that it will last for a while and I can take advantage of it, and FINALLY get back to writing on a regular basis....
I just want to write!!!..... to find the time to explore my "garden"..... I know that there are many "flowers"
there; But, without this fabulous outlet, to explore my deepest thoughts, emotions, fears, concerns, joys, successes, etc., It feels as though my view is "obstructed".I am looking forward to finding my way back to a view that embraces the full spectrum of the beauty that [I truely believe] is hidden amongst the thorns.
Hopefully I will continue receiving a late night signal and I can once again, include all of you in my daily "Search for the Roses".
